The text explicitly states that Qing Jing wants more than just food. She wants safety *and comfort* in this life. The foam boards, the carpets, the sofas, the home appliances. She isn’t just surviving; she is building a home. This is a powerful motivator. The trauma of the past life wasn’t just hunger or danger, it was the misery, the discomfort, and the loss of humanity. The stockpile list reflects a desperate desire to retain a sense of normal life and dignity.